Sometimes I just like to be with my Sleepy Girl doing nothing but enjoying her company, checking for a good strong pulse and clear airways, and taking lots of trophy vids and pics. Sometimes I just sit with her for hours, watching her chest rise, fill with anesthetic and then fall again. Of course she'll never know about any of this, but that's how I like it. I don't need her conscious appreciation - in fact I don't need her consciousness at all, which is why I keep her brain pickled in anesthetic. It would only get in the way and spoil things.
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